Hey everyone,
So this is my very first blog ever and I'm actually quite excited for it, although I have no idea who I'm speaking to right now, whether it be anyone at all it still feels quite extraordinary to have someone to reach out to about all this.
I know that I'm going to have as many fans as I am haters with this, maybe even more of the latter, but who cares? Because, in reality i will know none of you and I'm truly doing this for myself.
So today I started off really well, a bowl of all-bran and a grapefruit.
Then everything pretty much went CAPUT and now I really want to throw it all up, but I can't. It's been digested and I feel like crying. I know tomorrow I will pay for the roast dinner, cheesecake slice and scone I just ate.
This is going to be a sort of diary, of my food intake and my feelings towards it, it's going to be my wall of steel to lean against when I feel like I need to reach for the Snickers, my way of coping with the hunger pangs. All I want is to be thin, so thin that I can see my bones and if I have to fast to do this then that's what I intend to do.
I hope that you can all enjoy this with me, and I hope that this will be support for all of you out there with the same mindset as me.
We all have a choice here and I know what mine is.
I'm starting at 8st2.4 (115lbs) and I plan to be 7st exactly by July.
I'll keep you all posted on my progress. I will do this, hopefully you'll join me.
Food is bad, Fat is EVIL.
