fuck fuck.
still 8st1.
fuck fuck fuckidy fuck.
Tuesday, 22 February 2011
hell yes.
it seems as though my hard work is paying off, everyone!
8st 1 and happy today.
gotta keep it up.
8st 1 and happy today.
gotta keep it up.
Monday, 21 February 2011
So, this morning I stepped onto the scales and to my utter surprise I am still 8st2. I say utter surprise because, due to my deluded, over crowded, assuming mind I thought that I had put on at least 10st.
Obviously I didn't.
So technically I should be pleased right? No. I'm not.
Still 1st to go.
Starvation starts today.
Hello grapefruit!
Obviously I didn't.
So technically I should be pleased right? No. I'm not.
Still 1st to go.
Starvation starts today.
Hello grapefruit!
Sunday, 20 February 2011
It all starts now.
Hey everyone,
So this is my very first blog ever and I'm actually quite excited for it, although I have no idea who I'm speaking to right now, whether it be anyone at all it still feels quite extraordinary to have someone to reach out to about all this.
I know that I'm going to have as many fans as I am haters with this, maybe even more of the latter, but who cares? Because, in reality i will know none of you and I'm truly doing this for myself.
So today I started off really well, a bowl of all-bran and a grapefruit.
Then everything pretty much went CAPUT and now I really want to throw it all up, but I can't. It's been digested and I feel like crying. I know tomorrow I will pay for the roast dinner, cheesecake slice and scone I just ate.
This is going to be a sort of diary, of my food intake and my feelings towards it, it's going to be my wall of steel to lean against when I feel like I need to reach for the Snickers, my way of coping with the hunger pangs. All I want is to be thin, so thin that I can see my bones and if I have to fast to do this then that's what I intend to do.
I hope that you can all enjoy this with me, and I hope that this will be support for all of you out there with the same mindset as me.
We all have a choice here and I know what mine is.
I'm starting at 8st2.4 (115lbs) and I plan to be 7st exactly by July.
I'll keep you all posted on my progress. I will do this, hopefully you'll join me.
Food is bad, Fat is EVIL.
So this is my very first blog ever and I'm actually quite excited for it, although I have no idea who I'm speaking to right now, whether it be anyone at all it still feels quite extraordinary to have someone to reach out to about all this.
I know that I'm going to have as many fans as I am haters with this, maybe even more of the latter, but who cares? Because, in reality i will know none of you and I'm truly doing this for myself.
So today I started off really well, a bowl of all-bran and a grapefruit.
Then everything pretty much went CAPUT and now I really want to throw it all up, but I can't. It's been digested and I feel like crying. I know tomorrow I will pay for the roast dinner, cheesecake slice and scone I just ate.
This is going to be a sort of diary, of my food intake and my feelings towards it, it's going to be my wall of steel to lean against when I feel like I need to reach for the Snickers, my way of coping with the hunger pangs. All I want is to be thin, so thin that I can see my bones and if I have to fast to do this then that's what I intend to do.
I hope that you can all enjoy this with me, and I hope that this will be support for all of you out there with the same mindset as me.
We all have a choice here and I know what mine is.
I'm starting at 8st2.4 (115lbs) and I plan to be 7st exactly by July.
I'll keep you all posted on my progress. I will do this, hopefully you'll join me.
Food is bad, Fat is EVIL.
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